That was more insulting than any of things that even Jessica had thought about her. Normally I would be against hurting one of the family but she had called Bella my innocent Bella a skank. You bastard! she snarled, adding a few more rather horrible profanities after that. You dont care about anyone but yourself. The only reason youre mad at me is because youre afraid were going to have to leave now, that youre going to have uproot yourself again. Rosalie, I have never met anyone as selfish as you are. How dare she call my Bella a skank! I couldnt believe that she was sinking so low as to adopt the vulgar insults of the teenagers we went to school with. You selfish, thoughtless bastard! How could you tell that that human?! How could you do that to us?! Is that fragile, warm-blooded skank really more important than us?
Oh, how sacrilegious!ĭespite the fact that I knew every curse she was thinking towards me, she started to yell the moment I stepped out of the car. She was too mad to even worry about her precious hair. She didnt even seem to have realized that it had started to rain. Rosalie was waiting for me outside as I pulled up. She had been in a car with a vampire and all she could think of was how easily she could die in an accident. I chuckled in spite of myself as I thought of how terrified she had been of my driving last night.
Vampires arent exactly the best people to live with.Īw, Bella. I couldnt leave Forks now that I had Bella I had also resigned myself to the fact that it was too late to leave her I was too selfish to ever leave her and I didnt really imagine that Officer Swan would let me move in. Still, it wasnt exactly like I could avoid home forever. It was too slow but I wanted to put off the inevitable as long as I could. That was how angry her thoughts had been earlier and she wasnt exactly the type to cool down.Įventually, though, I resigned to my fate and headed home, driving around ninety miles an hour. Shed probably even find a way to burn before everyone else could put the pieces back together. I wouldnt be surprised if Rosalie tore me apart. I knew that when I got there, thered be hell to pay. I wanted to be with Bella, though that wasnt exactly a possibility at the moment, but that wasnt my reason for not wanting to go home. I drove aimlessly for a while, not wanting to go home. I hadnt even felt this much need the day Bella had first sat next to me in Biology and thats saying something. I needed Bella more than I needed anything and this intensity was a very new to me. Now, it was as if all those emotions that had been held at bay for nearly a hundred years were trying to make up for their absence in a matter of days. Never had I felt even a fraction of the attraction and need I felt for Bella. This all was getting slightly out of hand. I drove away, wanting nothing more than to turn back and stay with her.